God is AWESOME!!! That is all I have to say. Totally AWESOME! I have had some measure of gold dust on my hands almost every day. Sometimes it's very little and I try to think if I touched something or what. And sometimes it's a lot. I love it. I've seen feathers flying down, and most powerfully, God gave me a personal revelation of His love for me that just about wrecked me. He is so totally and completely romantic by the way. I have some awesome stories about that.
So Sunday nights service God showed up in a BIG way and all the leaders started praying for everyone, so I got prayed for by Bill Johson, Kris Vallatton, Benni Johnson, Kathy Vallatton, Kevin Dedmon, and many others. The whole time, I was just pillaging the annointings off them. haha. Today we got impartation from Bill Johnson and other staff and interns, and I got whacked. I just keep thinking, I cannot believe this is school!!!
All I need is my honey and I'll be set :)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Goodbyes
1 week left. That's all I get.
Have you ever been in a situation where you had to make a decision, and you didn't want to choose because you wanted both things? I want both so bad.
But the decision had to be made, and it will be so hard to leave the other thing behind. My family. My parents. My best friends. My life support. My everything. And maybe that's why it came to this. Maybe.
I am so excited for the move. To have our own place, though that's another topic altogether as we still don't have a move in date. To be where we know God is calling us. To be a part of something that is not only life-chaning, but world changing. To know God on a whole new level and team up with Him on things I never thought possible. This whole thing is such a dream come true for me. It is what my soul longs for. It is what my heart beats for. So why is it so hard to leave where I am and embark on this new adventure? Why do my eyes fill with tears at the thought of leaving them behind? I think one of the reasons it is so hard is because I know this will cause them heartbreak too.
As I pack up and see the shelves and closets become a little more bare, I feel like my life here is being erased. It's the end of something beautiful, and the start of something I have only dreamed of.
So Holy Spirit, I need your comfort more than ever.
Have you ever been in a situation where you had to make a decision, and you didn't want to choose because you wanted both things? I want both so bad.
But the decision had to be made, and it will be so hard to leave the other thing behind. My family. My parents. My best friends. My life support. My everything. And maybe that's why it came to this. Maybe.
I am so excited for the move. To have our own place, though that's another topic altogether as we still don't have a move in date. To be where we know God is calling us. To be a part of something that is not only life-chaning, but world changing. To know God on a whole new level and team up with Him on things I never thought possible. This whole thing is such a dream come true for me. It is what my soul longs for. It is what my heart beats for. So why is it so hard to leave where I am and embark on this new adventure? Why do my eyes fill with tears at the thought of leaving them behind? I think one of the reasons it is so hard is because I know this will cause them heartbreak too.
As I pack up and see the shelves and closets become a little more bare, I feel like my life here is being erased. It's the end of something beautiful, and the start of something I have only dreamed of.
So Holy Spirit, I need your comfort more than ever.
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